Deux

I think I fall for guys too easily.

Any of the following and I will throw myself at the guy (sigh!) :-

1) Compliment which highlights my inner beauty or comes unexpected, e.g. no makeup or bad hair day

2) Presence / quality time / quantity time - I form attachments easily

3) Good boyish looks - hello Brandon Flowers! He's cute!

4) Intellectual non-medic talk

5) 6 pack - must be the real thing (not the so skinny u can see my bones too)

6) Spark - the chemistry...electricity...

7) Others

He's a nice guy. But he's so young. But he's nice. But he's so far away. It may happen. It may never happen.

At the moment, I really don't care about guys. If love comes and finds me, then cool...but I have bigger fish to fry...

xoxo

Genesis

This time next year, I wonder where I will be and what I will be doing...

Hopefully, it will be better than sitting in my cold bedroom, scantily clad after taking a shower, with my cold, wet hair, and me messing around instead of doing Sunday School prep.

I'm leaving my home soon. It's really quite scary. My home comfort bubble is gonna burst.

Today I walked home...alone...in the dark...for 45 minutes...it scared me, but at the same time, I gotta get used to being alone and feeling scared.

I tried to use this time effectively (my phone ran out of juice so I couldn't text or call anyone) - I tried to talk to God, but I, somehow, let my imagination wander and I went off track.

It's not a good thing.

Sorry God. Please forgive me once again.


xoxo