Genesis

This time next year, I wonder where I will be and what I will be doing...

Hopefully, it will be better than sitting in my cold bedroom, scantily clad after taking a shower, with my cold, wet hair, and me messing around instead of doing Sunday School prep.

I'm leaving my home soon. It's really quite scary. My home comfort bubble is gonna burst.

Today I walked home...alone...in the dark...for 45 minutes...it scared me, but at the same time, I gotta get used to being alone and feeling scared.

I tried to use this time effectively (my phone ran out of juice so I couldn't text or call anyone) - I tried to talk to God, but I, somehow, let my imagination wander and I went off track.

It's not a good thing.

Sorry God. Please forgive me once again.


xoxo